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[03 Mar 2007|09:11pm] |
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This week was the most amazing of my life. I met the greatest guy I have ever met, and I've never felt like I did. Never. And it sounds dumb because yes, I did meet him only a week ago, but I can't explain it. I don't really care though, because I know that we had some kind of connection within the first 30 minutes that i got to DC, and it was great. I miss him so much. He said beautiful instead of hot, gave me a hand to walk down steps, held his jacket over me so i wouldn't get rained on, and had the cutest smile i've ever seen.
And seeing as he lives in Canada, I will most likely never see him again.
I can't even begin to explain what I feel like right now.
Absolute shit is a start though.
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[03 Jan 2007|08:37pm] |
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so many people try so hard to not be fake. dosen't everyone have a little fakeness in them? i think it goes away with age.
from where i see it, sometimes being real makes for loneliness.
this year, i saw that being alone and being lonely are two totally independent things.
i miss my grandfather.
and, i've decided that indifference is the worst thing ever. i don't think anything hurts more than when you know someone is indifferent towards you. its pretty sad, too. but being indifferent is easier than always caring and being let down.
ha..what a world.
happppy new year everyone!
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[19 Oct 2005|06:53pm] |
Sometimes i get really stressed out thinking about colleges and stuff, and how I probably won't get in where I want to go.
WELL
I miss cat(aroosms) butler a whole lot.
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[18 Aug 2005|07:55pm] |
right now, life is so confusing.
yeeeeeeeeeeeeah.
i dont know what to do.
september
first.
mydeath below.
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[12 Aug 2005|06:35pm] |
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today was a wonderful last day.
i woke up around 10, and then me, kanchhi, moni, and suneera went to the boardwalk. we walked around alot, and i bought a skirt and a really cool anklet. then we went to eat, and then thor joined us. so we ate, and did other stuff for a while.
we wanted to see skeleton key, but we ended up going to best buy. we wanted to play videogames, but these kids sat there for forEVER. so instead, we played hide and go seek. it was very entertaining.
and not only that, i saw miss sarah franks at bestbuy! she is amazing.
thenn we went to francesca's which is so cute, and bath junkie.
then we went to hollywood to look for movies.
after that, we went to pslat's (patrick) house. he is my hero. i had fun there, but unfortunetly we had to leave earrrly.
so then the four of us went, and decided to stop at marble slab.
and guuesss who we saw in the parking lot? yes, thats right, MK!
so we yelled out the window so she wouldnt leave, and we ran over to talk to her. she was there with her friend camille, (i believe), from loyola, and so we talked to them for about 15 minutes. she was very nice, and of course, i love mk.
then we just went to marble slab, and then blockbuster. then we went to the huge book sale at the old circuit city. i got a book called The Dirty Girl's Social Club. it actually looks really good, so im excited to read it. i have to start and finish frankenstein first though, and then bridget jones' diary, which suneera lent me. shes going to lend me the sequel to that too.
then we went and dropped off suneera. we went around the circle thing in long lake like 5 times fast, because we are cool. then we dropped off kanchhi and talked to her mom, whom i love.
and thatn brings me to here, where i am tired, and sleepy, and have to read.
hm, this is a ridiculously long post. sorry.
*I saw Jenna Jameson's (sp) book at Border's. I want to get it.
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[05 Jul 2005|03:39pm] |
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Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything; a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me--anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends have to say.
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[24 Jun 2005|11:22pm] |
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woo im at kriiiistin's right now and shes eating popcorn. ew. hah, jk but not really. today i went to willis knighton and the blood donation center. i would have donated but im not old enough. oh well, ill go back some day. then i went to courtyard cafe because we had a sga meeting. that went pretty good, the idea for camp is good. i had a mochachino and it was AWESOME! now im here at kristins and we watched strip search..haha and had a nice hour of girl talk. yesss now were planning what were going to do tomorrow, a fun day indeed! anyways, thats all. im about to raid the kitchen..yesss. oh, and kristin made the background this cute little chick! aww.
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[23 Jun 2005|10:07pm] |
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Name 10 things you hate. Spread the hate by tagging 5 people to do the same.
1.Immature People
2.Hypocrites
3.People who are two faced
4.Peas
5. Obnoxious people
6. Eating too much
7.Being sleepy really early in the morning, and knowing i have to do alot that day
8. Being..insulted
9.**People who are not open minded
10. Being Lonely
So, 5 people. I'll try and find people I know haven't done this. Um..
1- katieforanite
2- itsaidisaster
3- mnmbabe47
4- soccerstar663
5- abysmaldead
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[24 May 2005|05:47pm] |
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Only 3 more finals to go..really only 2 because I already know everything on my Enlish one.
today sucked. i'm realyl slow at doing math..so i basically ran out of time. spanish..wel i just should have studied for that one.
Oh well
tomorrows biology.
if anyones in 4h hour bio..and would kindly like to tell me what i should be studynig other than those 2 sheets, yea that would be great.
civics is going to suck majorly too.
Ohwell, im ready for summer.
I kind of like this hot weather.
Reading Katie's post reminded me of how many movies there are that ive always wanted to see but never got around to. Such as Girl, Interrupted. I think one day I'm just going to go to Blockbuster and rent every movie I've ever had the inkling to see, no matter what! haha, maid in manhatten..i don't know why, but ive always always wanted to see it. And Pocahontas(sp?)2, even though i'm sure that one is just a sterotypical sequel.
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<me [...] i've>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Only 3 more finals to go..really only 2 because I already know everything on my Enlish one.
today sucked. i'm realyl slow at doing math..so i basically ran out of time. spanish..wel i just should have studied for that one.
Oh well
tomorrows biology.
if anyones in 4h hour bio..and would kindly like to tell me what i should be studynig other than those 2 sheets, yea that would be great.
civics is going to suck majorly too.
Ohwell, im ready for summer.
I kind of like this hot weather.
Reading Katie's post reminded me of how many movies there are that ive always wanted to see but never got around to. Such as Girl, Interrupted. I think one day I'm just going to go to Blockbuster and rent every movie I've ever had the inkling to see, no matter what! haha, maid in manhatten..i don't know why, but ive always always wanted to see it. And Pocahontas(sp?)2, even though i'm sure that one is just a sterotypical sequel.
<me and my mother are not talknig. right now, i frankly don't care, as i sorta was the instigator? of our..disagreement. hm. well, the worst things i've ever had said to me were from her. honsetly. i give up. i give up.>
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[14 May 2005|07:30pm] |
The Drama Summer.
It seems like its going to be that.
Im watching the Everybody Loves Raymond marathon! Haha, I'm such a loser..
I think that I'm not going to get to go to Cat's/the show today. Of course.
Since me and my mom got in a huge fight yesterday carrying on to today.
9 days.
wow.
I'm ready for summer.
Sciportt with ThOr
Ahec.
Driveres. ed.
I went to the ring ceremony. It was..long. I like my sister's ring.
I dont really wear rings ever..I lost the one the hobo gave me in Australia. :(
SNL=tonight. New?
I want to go to Alex's show.
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[19 Apr 2005|09:51pm] |
Today was just crazy.
Basically, shit happened on the trip. I don't know what the deal is.
But i do know that no one spiked any one's drink.
Most of it is all lies, and people trying to save their own ass, even if it
means lying about your friends.
I of course got accused, my luck being super.
But we are cleared and i think the worst is over.
Rumors are shit. I hate that people start them.
I also hate it when your friends (?) start them on you.
Soooome friends.
But that's waht happpened on the cruise.
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[02 Mar 2005|07:48pm] |
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I'm listening to this cd by Pete Murray, an Australian singer, that my sister bought when we were over there and I really like it. I guess its mellow music? but it's still pretty cool.
I had the biggest migraine today, so that really sucked. BUt that's okay because Mr.Knox brought us $150 sunglasses that were different shades of colors that apparently change your mood to either make you more calm, enraged, tired, happy, or horny. Haha yeah.
My birthday is coming soon! Yay, i guess. I don't think I'm going to do anything though, I haven't since 7th grade..whcih is only 2 years but oh well. I wouldn't really know what to do anyways.
I love dispatch!
Is three doors down coming here? I thought I heard that on the radio but i'm not sure..
I GET GIRL SCOUT COOKIES TOMORROW! Samoas! I'm so excited, haha but man those girl scouts are so demanding. That girl would like kill me if I don't bring my money tomrorow because shes brought it every day since Monday and I keep forgetting. Haha oh well I love Samoas.
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[30 Dec 2004|10:19pm] |
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WEll, okay. Tonight was alot of fun, I must say. I ate dinner with Grant, Aaron, Long, Austin, William, Celeste, and Kristen. I had a good time. We drove around some afterwards, and then Long/Austin/William brought me home.
So, tomorrow my mom comes home. Also, it's New Years Eve and alas i have no plans or wild raving partys. Haha, oh well. But no worries,I can chill at home with my moooom. And That won't be too bad. 2004 was a good year for me. I had alot of memories and stuff this year that I'm always going to remember. k.
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[20 Dec 2004|09:25am] |
someone sent me this thing on the ellerbe road school thing. you can read it if you want to.
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yup, so that's it. i dont know what i think about this..opinions, anyone?
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[23 Nov 2004|03:35am] |
I just rememberd something from last year. When Lauren, Cat and me would be late for PE, Mr.Moore would always write us a pass. He used to write "The three stooges," "The three musketeers" or "The three amigos" on them. It was dumb but funny.
Remembering that miniscule detail made me cry alot.
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[21 Nov 2004|02:44am] |
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Today sucked. Sometimes, I just have days where my life seems really dismal and horrible. ANd like its never going anywhere. I can totally relate to cat's last post, on just wanting to leave sometimes. I feel like my life is moving by really really slowly. I really just want to go do something totally random, but exhilarting or somehting. I want to go skydiving.
For some reasons, I have this constant sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. I don't know why. I only get it when I did something really wrong.
I want my sister to get home. I miss her. I miss my mom too, I really want to talk to her on the phone. I miss her.
And I miss Joey, too.
Why do I feel like I'm about to cry?
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[20 Nov 2004|09:56pm] |
yay!!! shawn came so now i'm saved!!
I <3 SHAWN!!!
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[20 Nov 2004|09:50pm] |
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Right now im at this STUPIDASS indian party. Shelly and Shawn were supposed to come too, but at the last minute they had to go somewhere leaving me here. Alone. With a 7th grader, 6th grader, and a 3rd grader boy..I just got back from Baton Rouge today so im really tired too. Oooh wow I'm about to die. I've been here since 6:30 and its now 9:51. And theres no way for me to run downstairs and yell DAD CAN WE LEAVE NOW. this weekend has been pretty good. i havent done too much. I watched The Ring and this movie called Double Jeopardy yesterday. They were good. Suneera and me found out that the girl who plays Samara in the Ring, Deveigh Clark or something, is the same girl who is the voice of Lilo in lilo and stitch. That's so crazy. I think its funny how its 2 complete opposite roles. ahh i have to start my science fair tomrorw. that sucks ass i hate science soo much. more than anything.
Well. I guess i'm going to go watch some kids play Pokemon or something...and if someone could shoot be right about now that would be wonderful.
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[01 Nov 2004|11:12pm] |
Comment to come in.
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| CHiCAS to the FR0NT |
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Slam it to the left, if you're havin' a good time.
Shake it to the right, if ya know that you feel fine.
Chicas to the front, ha ha
Uh uh, Go round
Slam it to the left, if you're havin' a good time.
Shake it to the right, if ya know that you feel fine.
shake it to the front, ha ha
Hi Ci Ya Hold tight!
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